Cancelled plans, yes again.
Anxiety kicked in, straight from one to ten.
Nausea, sweat and increased heart rate.
Feeling sick. Feeling hopeless. Feel a state.
I’m sorry I cancelled, I’ll make the next one.
Okay okay, are you sure? It’ll be fun!
Music, drunks and a late night ride home.
I know I’ve disappointed, I can hear it in her tone.
Vomit in toilet, thank God I made it.
Relieved I cancelled, sorry, just gotta spit.
I’m not always like this, sometimes I make it out.
But tonight my body, was in a lot of doubt.
So there we have it, Anxiety, you won tonight.
But don’t get used to it, I’ll win this fight.
For I know I am stronger and I’ve beaten you before.
I’ll let you have tonight, one night I’ll be a bore.